Life's journey with Colin

Way behind on blogging

2009-09-08T08:54:00.000-07:00

Yes, I know I am behind. Life has been busy. Colin will be 2 next month. Wait...did I really just say that??? My little baby who grew inside of me will be T-W-O??(Gotta post the pics from 2 years ago!!)It blows my mind. As I watch him grow everyday, I feel more happiness than I have ever known possible. He says over a hundred words now (some which I wish he didn't ;) and he is very smart. (Must get that from mommy.) Colin keeps me incredibly busy. He is very active and has a short attention span. Although he is still addicted to "Elmo" and the second I put the DVD in, he is glued to the TV. We often have to watch Elmo 3 or 4 times a day...ughhh lol. But he is learning his ABC's and counting from the DVDs, so I can't complain too much.

Alot has happened since my last post. We took a trip to Florida and had a wonderful time! Colin got to see alligators and go to the ocean for the first time. It was our first family vacation together and we all enjoyed it...for the most part. Colin was very good on his first plane ride too! Didn't even cry!! I was so proud of him. He was a little homesick at first, but after getting to ride a couple rides..he forgot all about it!

Airplane Ride!! I am also happy to say that this is probably the LAST picture of Colin ever drinking a bottle...Yes...only a month before he turns two...he is off the bottle!! FINALLY! He now has a sports bottle/sippy cup that he "thinks" is a bottle..but its not. That's how we got the real ones away. There is not even one in our house now. Weaning him off the bottle was very hard to do! I am also happy to report that Colin has used his potty once! Granted, most of it was on the floor but still! :) :) My big boy is growing up!!!

We have also been spending time at the lake with friends. I am very blessed to have two great girlfriends (Ashleigh and Tara) who have children that Colin can play with.

Many other things have happened these past couple months...Colin getting sick and permanently needing breathing treatments, getting accepted to foster care, and Josh changing careers. To make it short, we were planning on becoming foster parents but Josh has now decided to go back to school for 4 years to become a teacher and a coach...so the foster parenting will be on the back burner for now. I am very proud of my husband and can't wait to start this new chapter in our lives! Colin is needing attention from me right now...so I'm going to end this post :)

Motorcycle Mama

2009-06-23T19:55:00.001-07:00

I am now co-owner of a motorcycle with my husband. After hours of arguing, (I could find many other ways to spend that much money...) he won and we bought a motorcycle/crotch rocket.

He promised to be safe and wear a helmet on the highway...and I guess it will be nice to have some "us" time every now and then and take a cruise. I just wish people would watch out for cycle's more than they do. I will worry about him.

Weather has been HOT here...we are just trying to survive. I'm a Kansas girl...I love the snow :) As for Colin...he's started his terrible two's at 20 months. That says it all.

Back to the Norm

2009-05-27T09:08:00.000-07:00

So I am FINALLY almost done with working extra hours. Thank goodness. I love my job, but I am a little burnt out right now. I am ready for some R&R. But as always, I work during vacation during June, so I will not be able to go to Texas with everyone else. Bummer. But I am shooting for July in Texas...

I am really excited for summer to be here. I have been tanning every other day because I only have a month to get dark. I am getting another tattoo on June 11th and I'm super stoked! But, you can't tan after you get one..so I'm damaging my skin as fast as possible :) I am getting the tattoo on my left shoulder. I will post a pic of what I'm looking to get done. I will add color to mine though.

Colin has a rash on his leg. Doctor said its something viral going around. Doesn't seem to slow him down though. And my goodness does my son talk now....he's never quiet! He's always saying something...even if its the same thing over and over...example....M N M's lol (thanks Grandpa Gates for that one..) He is 22 pounds even. But he's eating alot better than he used to now that his back molars came in. He's a hoot. He can make someone smile everywhere we go. He amazes me more everyday. His new favorite pasttime is swinging. We spend at least an hour a day out back.

We had a BBQ for Memorial Day at our house. It was a nice get together. Ashleigh, Deangelo, Karmelo, and Ashleigh's nephew came, along with my mom and Gary. We ate ribs, hot dogs, and hamburgers and the weather was beautiful... It is always nice to spend time with friends and family :)

MoThErS DaY!

2009-05-10T14:50:00.000-07:00

Proud graduate....but VERY PROUD MOMMY!!!! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!

18 Month Stats

2009-05-07T06:38:00.000-07:00

So....Josh took Colin to the Dr. a couple weeks after he turned 18 months...this is what the end result was:

head circumference: 24% percentile for his age

height: 75% percentile for his age

weight 1% percentile for his age.

Yep you read it right.......ONE PERCENTILE for his age! Colin has not gained since his last Dr. appointment and weighs in at a little 21.8 pounds!!!! They were concerned and ran some tests for diabetes and other things...but they all turned out negative. Hes just a little guy! He's tall and skinny. Looks like his Grandpa Gates!! I hope he starts gaining...but as long as he's healthy...I'm happy.

Colin's molars finally came in..and he lets us know about them with his constant fussing. I will be happy when the teething process is done! Not much else is new.....I am working extra hours still for the whole month and Josh is working constantly as well. I graduate tomorrow from HCC and will get to walk across stage for the first time in my life! I am pretty nervous about that one...lets hope I don't fall :)

As you can see from this picture....we are still having MAJOR problems weaning Colin off of the bottle...this process is harder than I thought. Especially when he looks at me with those blue eyes and says "Doddle?" He is also learning to help with household chores.....well maybe just play with the laundry baskets lol....

3 Years Today

2009-04-13T21:12:00.001-07:00

Three years ago today, Grandpa Gates passed away. Colin, Dad, and I went to visit his grave as well as Grandma's. Grandpa & Grandma....we miss you everyday and will love you forever. RIP..you are always in our hearts.

Thought for the day

2009-04-09T14:00:00.000-07:00

Why is it that work makes you feel guilty for calling in....when your child is severely sick and the doctors advise you to keep them home?!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sick AGAIN

2009-04-08T20:07:00.000-07:00

So once again I am blogging, and my little man is sick. Last night was the worst night we have had with Colin. He slept maybe 30 minutes total at one time last night and then was up crying. Josh and I were exhausted. Took him to the doctor this morning and spent 2 hours there. After x-rays, breathing treatments, and seeing the Doctor, I was informed that he has severe bronchitis. The x-rays showed he was getting a little too close to pneumonia too, so we have to keep a close watch on him or they said he will have to be admitted to the hospital. That is not something you want to hear. I pray he gets some sleep tonight and feels better. We are doing nebulizer treatments at home, and they seem to be helping, so I am very thankful. Having a sick child makes me question if I want another one, because being a mommy and not being able to help your sick baby is the worst feeling I have ever experienced. But he is SO worth it. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me :)
I have been keeping busy with work, and have been working extra hours to help out with money since the car business isn't great with the economy the way it is right now. But things are starting to pick up. I am very proud of Josh. He is now working the financial department of the dealership part of the time. This is a big step towards moving up and I know he will get to where he wants to be...it just takes time.
Well, I guess I should get some sleep while I can...so I will end this for now. As always, I will post some pictures to end this:

During our SHORT trip to KC: I was extremely tired after working the night before and not sleeping...

The big snowstorm in Hutch...over two feet!! Colin wasn't so sure about all that white stuff!Kisses from daddy!Mommy and Colin time:

I LOVE YOU COLIN JAMES LEATHERBURY!!!!

Update

2009-03-13T12:32:00.000-07:00

Colin was sick for awhile, but finally got better. Winter months it seems he is sick every other week.

I am so proud of him! He is now going to the sitter and not crying...that is a HUGE accomplishment for Colin; he used to cry from the time we left to the time we picked him up. If only we could get that darn bottle out of his mouth now :)

I am working my long weekend this week and then I am on my own with Colin ALL next week. Josh leaves for training in KC on Monday and will be there the whole week. Ashleigh, Deangelo, and me will head up there Saturday evening to meet him and go to the casino for my birthday. Josh and I will stay there until Monday morning...I am excited to have some "us" time. "Us" time is sparse after having a baby. My mom will have Colin while we are gone.

I am still loving my job...I love the "bad" little kids I work with...and seem to find good in all of them. It feels like I'm now a mother of 20 teenagers...and it scares me to think Colin may be that wild when he is older :0 Not much else is new...except Colin got his first OFFICIAL HAIRCUT(not pictured)..my baby's getting big!!!

Quick Update

2009-02-27T14:32:00.000-08:00

Colin is sick again. Not sure what he has. He has been coughing nonstop with a really raspy noise in his chest. (Thanks daddy for sharing your germs) Wondering if its croup, bronchitis, or something else. My mom has him at her house tonight, since I am working this weekend, but she's taking him to the Dr. tomorrow morning. He seems to get sick alot and I wish I could take it from him! Being a mommy is hard when you can't make your baby feel better :( Will keep you updated..

February 09 went so fast

2009-02-24T16:55:00.001-08:00

Wanted to update this before Colin wakes up from his evening nap...so it'll have to be short. Josh has been sick with the mucus bug and stayed in bed for about a day and a half. Unfortunatly daddy passed this on to Colin and now he's sick. He has been coughing and has a runny nose, and just doesn't feel great. But he's a trooper.

Colin and I met uncle Jeff in Andover yesterday and we all went to the Exploration Place in Wichita. I must say that this place is awesome! Its a place made for kids to learn and play and even Colin only being a year old...he still loved it! His favorite thing though, was watching the ducks float in the river. Ducks are Colin's all time favorite animal...hope he doesn't ask for one as a pet!!

As for me, I have been super tired trying to keep up with home and work. Work can be stressful, but I love those kids and have the best job ever. However, I miss my little guy on my long weekends. (Like this weekend I will work Thurs thru Sun)

On an up note, my 24Th birthday is coming up and Josh, Me, Ashleigh, and Deangelo are all taking a trip to the casino in KC for a weekend. I am stoked to spend some time with my best girlfriend and of course...my hubby :)

Not much else new...Moms wedding was great on V-day and I wanted to post pics...but I am unsurprisingly behind yet again.

My First Born

2009-02-04T23:06:00.000-08:00

1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED? Yes-but I told Josh it would take months for me to get pregnant...and it was less than one month!

2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME? Nope- Got married almost exactly a year later (5 days off of a year)

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS? My heart felt like it fell on the floor I was so excited..I literally ran from the bathroom to tell josh lol. Josh didn't seem surprised..he was tired and ready for bed :(

4. WAS ABORTION AN OPTION FOR YOU? Heck no!

5. HOW OLD WERE YOU? 21 (a month and a half away from 22)

6. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT? I threw up a strawberry margarita I had just drank and Josh said "YOUR PREGNANT" who knew he was psychic!

7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST? Josh of course

8. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX? Oh yes, I hate waiting for anything.

9. DUE DATE? October 22, 2007

10. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS? I was so sick the whole pregnancy I thought I was gonna die! I was in the er for being so sick at least 6 or 7 times. It was awful...but so worth it!

11. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE? Green beans-I dreamed about them before I even knew I was expecting!

12. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST? Josh..for reasons we wont go in to...

13. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX? Male

14. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING? Not really, I just knew he was a boy from day one...I could never think of a girls name and knew what to name Colin all along.

15. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY? Depends...I got really sick and lost 12 Pd's from my pre-pregnancy weight at first, but after that I gained around 30-35?? Geez, that sounds like alot!!

16. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER? Yes I had two. One at the Clinic where I worked, and one with my fams...

17. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW? Planned..and great!

18. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY? yES yES yES I was very sick all the time and I had a leak in my spine where they put the epidural that sent bubbles to my brain afterwards...that was one killer headache...worse than the labor!

19. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH? Hutchinson, KS

20. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR? They broke my water around 1:30 pm and I had Colin around 7:28pm...yea...not too long..I was pretty lucky

21. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL? My mom (we didn't know they were going to break my water...Josh was in the middle of a car deal at work!)

22. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH? Joshy and my mom...thank god for my mom being there or Josh would of passed out!

23. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION? Natural...They had to tell me to stop pushing until the Dr. came in cuz he was already halfway out!

24. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN? Oh how I loved that epidural!!!

25. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?7 lbs 11 oz

26. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ? October 13, 2007...Thank you Grandma :)

27. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER? Colin James Leatherbury

28. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY? almost 16 months!

25 Things About Me

2009-02-04T12:18:00.000-08:00

This is a questionnaire off of my facebook...I enjoyed this one and wanted to share it:

1.My son is the most important thing to me.
2.I love the way Ivory soap smells.
3.I think dogs are better companions than cats.
4.I am a much better person than I was 5 years ago.
5.I pray for my husband and son every night.
6.I hate painting my nails.
7.Rainy days are my favorite type of weather.
8.I sleep better on a king size bed.
9.I'm addicted to the internet.
10.My brother is one of my best friends.
11.Fried food makes me sick.
12.I want another baby.
13.Intervention is my favorite show.
14.I turn 24 in march.
15.I work nights and love sleeping during the day.
16.I don't usually respond to these things on facebook.
17.My dad cleans my house for me at least once every two weeks. (Yes I'm spoiled)
18.I'm obsessed with saving money.
19.I married my high school sweetheart.
20.Going to Vegas this October! :)
21.I wish I had more close girlfriends.
22.My mom is the first person I call for everything.
23.I hate plaid.
24.I believe I can make a difference in the kids lives I work with.
25.I have some crazy family members.

I think I will write 25 new things about me in a couple months and see how they've changed from these :)

On an off note, I got food poisoning from Taco Bell this past monday and have been in bed since. The last time I got food poisoning was in Jamaica..and this time is almost as bad. Lost 6 pounds from being sick already :( I hate being sick...my mom has colin and I miss my baby!!! Pray for me to get better-a sick mommy is no fun!

Words

2009-01-29T11:09:00.001-08:00

Colin has become so vocal that I wanted to post the words he can clearly say now so I can remember them years from now.....

1.Mom
2.Dada

3.Tana (the dog)

4. Banana (his favorite food)

5. NO (This one I hear alot..lol)

6. Up

7.Duck

8.Peek a boo (Only says this for daddy)

9.Hi (Not sure why, but he whispers this word)

10. Uh-Oh
11. Hot

I am pretty proud. Some words are more clear than others, but Mommy's know the baby language!

Too big too fast

2009-01-26T09:20:00.000-08:00

I have found myself hoping my son would wake up in the middle of the night the past few nights, so I could hold him and cuddle with him while he fell back asleep. I am missing the stage where he used to lay on my chest and fall asleep. Now he wont sit still long enough for a kiss! I miss my baby, but I love the little guy he's turning in to. He talks so much anymore, and understands so many things, and he's no longer as dependent on me as he once was. I better get used to this...Independence is going to win in the end. Wanted to post a pic of my sweet baby when he was just that; a baby.

New Layout

2009-01-23T15:37:00.000-08:00

So thanks to my cousin Jen, I finally figured out how to change my layout. I think this layout is perfect for my blog. Colin has become obsessed (lol) with his "Sesame Beginnings" dvds. He has two of them and we watch each at least 5 times a day! This is the first and only time I can ever get him to sit in one spot for more than 5 minutes. He will watch these from beginning to end! Daddy even put a DVD player in the car so he can watch them on the road. Oh Sesame Street, I am so thankful for you!

I have one more night of work and then I'm off for 5 days! I love this job. I work 4 days on, 3 days off, 2 days on, 5 days off...this schedule is so perfect for me! I feel like this job was made for me. My mom has colin since I have to work and she reported that he has not had one bottle today...yea mom...give it another couple hours...then I'll ask ya lol! But I do hope he can break this habit of the bottle! Time to get ready for work! Always have to end with a picture so here it is:( Tiffany reading to Colin last December...he loves his books...thats my boy :)

Already 2009?

2009-01-20T11:34:00.001-08:00

So my cousin informed me it was about time for an update...so here I am...behind and struggling to once again catch up! Since last time, we had a wonderful Christmas, and I graduated College with my Associate in Arts with my Criminal Justice Major. I got a job at Reno County Youth Shelter as soon as I graduated. I love my new job, even though it can be challenging at times..working with almost 20 teenagers! Anyways, I work nights which I thought would kill me off quickly, but I actually love it. 8pm to 6am works great for me. Colin doesn't even know mommy works since I am here the majority of the day. I am still trying to find daycare for him for a couple days a week so I can get SOME sleep, but so far no luck.

Colin had his ear tubes put in during surgery last Friday and did wonderful. He was very angry when the anaesthesia wore off, but has been great since then. We also found out a couple weeks after he turned one, that he is Lactose Intolerant. This makes it very difficult. He doesn't do well on Soy milk either. So, we have to watch from giving him dairy products and he only gets about one soy milk a day! Daddy is lactose intolerant so it wasn't a big surprise. I'm just glad I figured out why he would scream constantly every night for weeks! Other than that, he is a healthy, active, adorable little boy. He says "NO" very clearly now when I say it to him. He also says "Mom," "Dad," "Peek a boo," "duck" and a couple other words. He is over 15 months now. And still on the bottle. Oh the darn bottle. That is a story in its own. We just cant get him off of them. I am about ready to throw them all away and deal with a tough couple of days. I am running out of options...

I will post a couple pics of the past month or so...

(Thanksgiving, trip to Texas, Christmas, and January)

November already?!!

2008-11-21T18:07:00.000-08:00

I am soooo behind on blogging. Since last time, I had a B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L wedding, went to Jamaica, and am now back home with my husband and son. The wedding was smaller than expected, but the only thing that mattered was that I got to marry my Joshy. After that, we went to Jamaica and it was awesome. However, I got food poisoning and spent the last 2 days in the bathroom. I honestly thought I was gonna die in Jamaica...
Colin of course, started walking right after we left for our honeymoon. He has since, almost perfected his walking and is taking a liking to running!! He is no longer a baby, but a little person..it still blows my mind:(
Today was a pretty hard day for me....Colin was kicked out of daycare. The sitter was one of my oldest and closest friends. She said she could no longer handle him. He cried non-stop and wouldn't let her take care of the other kids. I felt every emotion imaginable. Embarrassment, anger, stunned, sad,....everything. What do I do now? I was looking forward to finding a full time job this January since I graduate in December. She is the first person I have ever trusted and felt good to leave him with. And she was sooo reasonably priced! :) But now I'm back at square one. I never thought my son would be the kid no one would want to watch. But he's mine. And we'll make it through this. I honestly think he acts that way because he doesn't feel good.
Colin has been to the er since my last post for yet another ear infection. Yesterday was his Dr. appt and they want him to get tubes put in his ears. He will have it done either Dec. or Jan. But he used to be such a happy kid! I really think he doesn't feel good. My poor baby.
Josh and I are doing great. He is my rock. When I fall apart, he is there to hand me a beer and take Colin out so I can have "me" time. How I love that man. He was made for me.
Holidays are coming fast. I am now officially addicted to eBay..and I have over half my shopping done. I have also started selling things on eBay which is almost as bad as gambling :)
Well, there has been so much going on, but I'm too exhausted to post it all now-so until next time :)Oh yea, Halloween was a blast!! :) )

One Year Stats

2008-10-16T19:06:00.000-07:00

Just a quick update on stats for colin:

Head circumference:30% percentile for his age

Weight: 19.8-10% for his age

Height: 30" 60% for his age.

Doc says he's gonna be tall and skinny. Skinny for sure...tall...doubt it :) He is also on real cows milk now-and seems to like it! But we'll see if his tummy can handle it-its a big change from soy formula.

Colin was very sick with double ear infections for 10 days, but he is almost better now. Dad is in the hospital for kidney stone and we are praying he'll make it out for our wedding.

Can't believe the wedding is the day after tomorrow. Finally-I get to marry my best friend.

Colin's First Birthday

2008-10-12T15:21:00.000-07:00

We celebrated Colin's birthday today, since his official birthday is tomorrow which falls on a monday. More people than expected showed up and we all had a great time! Colin even had some other kids to play with..and did I mention...all the babies were Boys!!! That just sounds like trouble if you ask me:) Colin got lots of great gifts and enjoyed himself on his swingset as well. Things are all coming in order and I only have one week of school and work left and then comes the wedding and the honeymoon.. I am excited but a little sad the closer it gets....how do you leave your BABY?!!! :( Thought I would post the birthday pics.....

Stressed

2008-10-03T19:02:00.000-07:00

I am still stressed out of my mind. Everything is just as busy.

My dad spent two whole days putting the anchors in for the swing set and filling the spot with sand that it sits. Josh and dad put it together in a couple hours. But Colin loves it and that makes it worthwhile. I'll have to post pics soon.

Jeff's birthday is Sunday, then Colin's that following week, then comes wedding week and then JAMAICA. Oh it can't come any sooner.

I got my hair layered and darkened for the wedding. I like it. Colin stared at it for quite a while right after. It was pretty cute. Oh, I forgot, he's got pictures next week, shots and doctors appointments the two days after his birthday. He's gonna be mad at mommy. Boo. Thought I would post the latest pics though. I still have a great man and a great son and a great family, so I need to step back, take a deep breath and relax....YEA RIGHT!! :)

NO TIME

2008-09-28T14:15:00.000-07:00

No time is the only way to describe my life right now. I have never felt so rushed. We have a deadline for work, I have schoolwork I'm trying to double since I will be gone for a week, trying to plan and clean for Colin's birthday in 15 days, and just SURVIVE every day! I am exhausted and end each day in hysterical laughter or tears from being so tired. But only 3 more weeks and Josh and I will be sipping Pina Colada's on the beach. I have never needed something more. I just pray for no bad weather-we didn't purchase the insurance.

The past couple of weeks things have been hectic as well. But, Colin did get to experience his first pronto pup at the Kansas State Fair! He was asleep by the time the train ride came though:(

Colin's swing set that Grandpa & Grandma R. bought for his birthday is going to be here this week, so Uncle Jeff and Josh will be busy putting that up. As for me, I have hair appointments, dress fittings, and much more I don't want to think about crammed in this upcoming week. Oh well. A deep breath. I don't have much time for my blog right now, so I will end this with a few newer pics.

On a last note, Colin is eating well...his new love is Oatmeal! And he is getting pretty comfortable with standing...he might be walking soon!

Busy Busy Busy

2008-09-07T13:05:00.000-07:00

I just can't keep up with my blog anymore-but I have not gave up yet! The week before last, Aunt Jane and Jennifer and her daughter came to visit. We had a great time and Jen got to meet Josh and Colin for the first time. Family time is extremely important to me and I enjoy every second. We went out to eat a couple times, and visited grandpa and grandma's grave. We also got Jen on the WII fit!:)

We also all met up at Jeff's house so Grandma R. could meet Jens new addition, Joely. And after many trials, I finally got a good pic of me and my crazy fiance!

I think we all enjoyed ourselves. Next time Colin and I need to go visit them in Texas!

I am extremely busy with school; I started my 4th class this week, and I am a bit overwhelmed. Sad to say, but my housecleaning is on the back burner for a while. Work and school work are my priority right now. I have been trying to spend more time with Colin lately too. The realization that he is not going to be this little for long is setting in, and I am treasuring every second I have now. He is now almost 11 months old, and I can't believe it. He eats adult food like a champ, stands up on everything, crawls faster than I can walk, and is starting to be more vocal. "La La La, Momma, and Da Da" are his favorite words/gibberish. I don't like thinking about that day he learns to talk back!! :( He is also finally starting to realize what that big box is that we stare at every day....the TV!!

The wedding is in full force, with my Aunt Sally being an angel, she has agreed to do all the decorating. My mom and I have been working on getting dress alterations, a judge, and the flowers. Pink and white are the colors. I am pretty excited. Its less than a month and a half away!! And Jamaica is sooo close...

The kansas state fair is here this week and I am hating living so close. The helicoper flys over about every half hour and the people are parked everywhere around the house and walk through our grass...this too shall pass I guess.

Josh is still training twice a night and working 40+ hours a week, so I try to sneak time in with him every chance I can. But I'm not too concerned...I get him for the rest of my life! I will end this with some pics of my family...

J&C's Birthday

2008-08-24T13:40:00.000-07:00

This past week I have been doing schoolwork, work, and getting ready for the birthdays. We decided to combine Char's birthday and Josh's birthday and we went to the lake this past Friday. We all enjoyed steaks, green beans, salad, and bread. I would like to add that Colin ate every single thing we did. (Yes...even the steak!) Josh got to fish which is another hobby he is obsessed with and Colin and I took a ride on the 4-wheeler with uncle Jeff. I think we all enjoyed the time together...as short as it was.
Happy Birthday Char, Josh, and Grandpa Gates! (we miss you dearly gpa)

Remodeling

2008-08-20T19:15:00.001-07:00

I have once again slipped behind. But school has started, work has come my way once more, and colin is going full speed. Another thing that has been going on is some remodeling. With the help of Josh, Jeff, and Dad, my bathroom is now completely remodeled! I have been waiting to post pics until it was done and it took about a week and a half. It started off as me wanting new tiles for the floor, and it turned into new everything. So here are the Before Pictures:

As you can tell from the picture...Josh is still training for some cage fights...and he frequently comes home from training looking a little rough!! :) I think he enjoyed the remodeling project though...and by the looks of it...colin enjoyed the "Daddy Time!"

Now here are the After Pictures:We put a new sink in, new shower curtain and accessories, new floor tiles, new counter, painted the walls, and all new rugs, pictures, etc. I am pretty happy with it. I hated the purple/pink countertop!

I finally found a babysitter who will be coming to the house two times a week. I hope that I become comfortable with her, but at least I will be here if I am needed. There is no way I can get everything done without a sitter though! Colin and I have been taking pictures like normal so I thought I would post some of my adorable redhead!

As you can tell from these pictures, Colin is still a little "ham" and has been getting into everything. Let me list a few of his new favorite things:

*Pulling mommy's earrings * Pizza Rolls *Bananas *Throwing stuff on the floor to watch someone pick it up * Shaking the baby gates until they fall down * Screaming and stomping his feet when told no *pounding mom's computer *kicking his headboard until someone gets him out of bed *laughing when mom falls down *Daddy tickling him *His puppies.

That is a few random things he has grown fond of the past few weeks. He stands constantly while holding onto furniture now, and can bend down and pick stuff up at the same time. My guess is that he will be walking around his first birthday.

Grandma R. kept Colin overnight a while back and she always seems to send him back home a little more spoiled. Good for him; bad for us. He wants held constantly and screams and crys if you sit him down. I will end this blog with a few pictures from grandmas's house. Hopefully I will blog again soon...but I am very busy now that school has started. One thing I forgot to mention...I am a woman and changed my mind AGAIN>>>the wedding is now booked for Rice Park Shelter, October 18Th and I've got the dress, the man, and the food...now I just need to find someone to marry us!!!:)

Trying to catch up!

2008-08-03T16:27:00.000-07:00

I have slipped behind on my blog! However, I am determined to catch back up and stick with it. Not alot has happened the last couple weeks. Josh and I got in a big fight, but are now stronger than ever. At the time it seemed awful, but now, i think of it as a blessing. We are communicating better now than ever, and I have never loved him as strongly as I do today. I think it was much needed, to put it honestly.

Anyways, Grandma R. finally got back from vacation and Colin went to stay with her. She couldn't believe how much he has changed! Colin is very fast, very alert, and has quite a personality anymore. He eats constantly (but is very picky still) and smiles on Que!

I haven't been working the past couple weeks, which gives Colin and I more time to bond and play..so even if I need the money...I can't complain! My little guy is number one in my life! The other day I took him to Carey Park and he enjoyed the baby swing for the first time.I also got my hair done once again. I am tired of coloring it, so I had my stylist Keja dye it back to normal color. Well, almost. There is some red in it too, but I love that it finally matches my eyebrows! I think it will stay dark for awhile.

Colin's best friend (ok so ashleigh and I like to think so) Karmelo, came over to play with Colin and we have went to his house a couple times the past few weeks. Colin and Karmelo don't always play fair though, and are already fighting over toys! However, I think they will grow up to be very good friends.

That is all I have to report right now. School starts August 18th, and I have the feeling work is going to hit me at the same time. I am still trying to find a babysitter...its very frustrating!! I am praying for a miracle sitter! Time will tell though.

Hot Hot Hot

2008-07-21T08:07:00.000-07:00

This week has been hot! The temperature seems to keep rising, but that doesn't stop Colin and I from outside activities. Grammy (Josh's mom) got Colin a pool, and he loves it. Anything that has to do with water Colin loves.

After playing in the sun, Colin loves to run around naked and well, we let him. :)

Not too much else has happened this week. Colin went to Grammy's and played with his 2 year old cousin Ruth Ann for a couple hours.

Colin has been accident prone this week. He fell off the bed (the dog bounced him off this time),scratched his leg, hit his eye on the table, and got some bug bites. He is rather clumsy as he is learning to walk and stand and all that other stuff big boys want to do. I need a helmet for this kid! :) But he is doing fine, and as happy as can be.

I got a new phone, and have been playing with it all week. I will post some of my "art work" up on this blog: (Got to love the kisses from my boys!)

Josh bought the rest of my wedding ring for me and surprised me with it this week. I will post a picture but it doesn't do it justice! I think we have decided to just get married at the courthouse with immediate family there and have a renewal wedding at our 5 or 10 year anniversary. School starts for me in August, and between that, working, and taking care of Colin, a big wedding is out of the question. I feel bad that he is not going to get that "real" wedding, because I did in my previous marriage, but if he is ok with it, so am I. As long as we love each other, that's all that matters. I have work to do this week before Grandma R gets back Saturday (HOORAY!!) so I will make this blog short.

9 Month Stats

2008-07-14T15:11:00.000-07:00

Colin had his nine month appt today; thought I would post the results:

Head circ: 17.5 Inches 25% range for his age

Weight: 19 lbs 25% range for age

Height: 29' (above 75% range for his age!)

So, in conclusion, Colin has a little head, little body, and has grown extremely long! :) The doctor said Colin will probably only be able to sit in his car seat rear facing until around 11 months old since he is growing so fast and has gotten so tall. Usually, babies don't sit forward facing until after a year old. He must get his height from Grandpa Gates..because its sure not from mom or dad!!

Everything else was good. I am happy to report one healthy, loved little man!! :)

Blessed

2008-07-12T15:54:00.000-07:00

I have been thinking alot lately, about my life. I get so frustrated trying to keep up with everything, that I sometimes stop and forget what I have. There are so many people I have ran across lately, that have lost a baby, or loved one, or have been struggling with an illness. I never stop and think about how lucky I am, until I think about others. I have a perfectly healthy baby boy, a great fiance, and a wonderful family. Not to mention a job, a house, and good health for myself. These things seem to slip my mind when the laundry is piled a mile high, the dogs are barking, and Colin is screaming. But I need to remember that I am blessed, and I am one of the truly lucky ones in life. I am going to try to live my life more for now, and stop worrying about what happens next.

This week I have once again, got no housework done. However, I have done a great deal of work for my mom, so I do feel accomplished in something. Colin is still getting into everything, but I am getting used to it. He is also waving at people. (Learned this from Gage I think) He has his 9 month appointment on Monday, so I will post the stats after that. Josh has been working alot, and it has been me and Colin manning the house the majority of the week. But that's ok, his smiles are worth it.

I invited Tony's 7 year old daughter over to meet Colin, and she kept him amused for some time. However, the poker table was more interesting than Alysha was to Colin after a couple minutes. He is definitely a Leatherbury! Josh will have our son playing poker by age three if I'm not careful!

Colin's teeth have been hurting him again this week, and his allergies have been acting up too. Therefore, that means less sleep and more crying. However, this too shall pass. I had to take a picture though, just for future reference when Colin brings his girlfriends to meet the parents:)

Josh and I were planning on going out to eat alone tomorrow (Sunday) but have not been successful in finding a sitter. My mom is the only one who jumps at the chance to keep our busy boy (Josh's mom would, but works out of state) so we are out of luck until Grandma gets back from vacation. ((In two WHOLE weeks!!)) But hopefully we can spend some alone time after Colin goes to sleep watching a movie or something.

I am still in the process of trying to find a high school girl to come watch Colin a couple hours a week. I really need some help to get things done. I am planning on putting an ad in the paper here shortly.

Other than that, nothing new has went on. I will end this with some pictures of Colin and I goofing off. We can never take enough pictures together!!

4th of July and Family

2008-07-06T09:31:00.000-07:00

This week has been another good week. I love life to a new extent now that I have a son. It is hard to stay mad for long, or to be sad, or anything once Colin grins that semi-toothless grin at me. I love him more than I could ever explain!

Earlier in the week, Colin and I went out to eat with Grandpa and Grandma R, and Grandpa and Grandma Heter. As you can tell from the picture, Colin loves people and restaurants. He is still eating a great deal of table foods, but we found the secret to getting him to eat baby food-its all about the spoon. My mom had a spoon he will eat off of, so we now use this spoon every time. He doesn't especially like baby food, but he has slowed down some on formula. That is a good thing though, he was drinking about 10 oz too much a day! Josh has been back at the car dealership since Tuesday and sold 4 cars already! I am so proud of him. He also got his bonus for going back to that dealership. It was bitter sweet for him though, because he had to hand it all to me. We officially booked our Jamaica trip for October 20th. I can't get over it. Once again, I have a great vacation to look forward too. (Johnna and I joked about how we would have nothing to look forward to after Table Rock.) I am still trying to figure out the details of our wedding however, and that is an on-going process, and a story for another day. The weather has been great and Colin and Josh even fell asleep outside one day while the dogs played.

Josh and I both got to spend a good deal of time with colin this week, due to the holiday. The boys even dressed alike and wrestled around like men...and colin won the fight. Colin and I were a little less aggressive, and enjoyed our walks and kisses.
Colin now crawls like a champ and has been "creeping" around on the furniture. In other words, he pulls himself up and learns to walk holding on. He still hasn't mastered getting back down, which frustrates him. He has also learned how to turn on the roomba, and then he runs for help from mommy, because it scares the poop out of him!!

He also discovered the bathtub when I was doing my makeup. Now when you put him on the floor, that's the first place he heads to. He likes to stand up and throw things into the tub. (which included my glass candle holder) But he then gives me that innocent look, and I fall for it every time! My first friend, and best friend from childhood came back to Hutch to visit and meet colin for the first time. It was great seeing her and getting to spend some time catching up. I only wish she lived closer! Colin has been making some funny faces and I thought I would post a few since I am on a "picture-high" this week.

To end the week, we watched fireworks and grilled hot dogs with my mom on Friday, and went to the lake on Saturday with Grandpa and Grandma Gates to watch the fireworks at the water sports club. Colin fell asleep before both shows, and slept through all the booms! It was hilarious. Grandma R is leaving for 3 weeks (for work and play), and will be greatly missed by me as well as colin. Happy 4th of July!

Back to Reality

2008-06-29T17:52:00.000-07:00

This week I have been trying to get back to work and back into the groove of things after vacation. Sadly, it hasn't worked so well. The house is a disaster and I have a mound of dirty laundry. But, work seems to be slowing down, so I think I will have my fair share of time these next few weeks to get all the house chores done.

Not much new has happened this week. I worked, and Colin explored every inch of the house. He crawls full speed ahead and gets into everything he shouldn't be in. He has his own play area, but he refuses to be confined and I usually give in and let him crawl around outside of his "cage." The only other new thing this week to report, is that I have now lost 8 pounds since starting weight watchers. It must be working! I've still got a ways to go, but I will get there by my wedding..at least that is my goal.

Early in the week, Colin and I went out to Grandpa and Grandma R's to get more work and to visit, and Colin got to play in the combine. (Got to love the shirt!!)

Saturday night was the night that Josh has been training for since March. It was the Warfare Cage fights at a local place here in Hutch. Everyone was extremely upset when Josh's opponent backed out and hour before the fight. Supposedly, he sprained his ankle that day, but after talking to his roommate, we found out that he just knew he was going to get creamed after seeing Josh at weigh in's the night before and faked the sprain. Josh was very angry, and I don't blame him. I am so proud of him for how hard he has worked. He cut over 20 pounds for this fight, and has trained faithfully at least 3 times a week for 3 to 4 hours at a time. Colin and I have missed him dearly, but this is his dream, and we will be right there to support him in whatever he wants to do. Josh is not sure if he will be fighting in the next one in a couple months, but I will be right there no matter what he decides to do.

Josh also starts back to work at his old job at the car dealership on Tuesday. He loves the car business and I just want him to do something he likes. I hope it all goes the way he wants.

I have jumped in (even though I promised Josh I wouldn't) and have started the wedding planning. He is just so busy, there is no way he will get it all done himself. The wedding is set for October 18th and we are in the process of booking our honeymoon for 5 days in Jamaica immediately following that. I am so excited about that! I cant wait to have him to myself! :)

I will end this with some pictures of Colin playing at grandma's house. He stayed there Saturday night while Josh and I were at the fights and then we went to get him Sunday. Every time we go to get him out of his crib now, he is standing up looking around-I am still not used to seeing my little boy standing but it almost brings tears to my eyes! As you can tell from the pictures, he is constantly in motion. I love my son and I am definitely ONE PROUD MOMMY!!!

Table Rock Lake

2008-06-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

This past week (June 14-21st) we were at the lake. This was Colin's first family vacation, and it was much needed for all of us! It was amazing and I loved every minute of it. The ride there was rather long, and after 7 hrs of driving, Colin was not in the best mood. But we survived and forgot about the long trip as soon as we saw that water. We had great weather too. It never rained during the day and the temperature was perfect. Colin got to meet his cousin Gage for the first time too. They were not so sure about each other at first, but ended up liking each other by the last day.Josh got up on the wake board for the first time, and did some skiing too.I walked with the family up the hills and through the neighborhoods about 4 or 5 times a day. That is the thing I am missing the most now that I am back home! Johnna and I would push the boys in their strollers and talk the whole way-it made the walking much more fun than doing it alone! I think Colin is missing all those walks too! He has been a little cranky since we've came home..

Josh had to leave 3 days before everyone else, because he had to work. But we did make it to Branson before he left. We went to Ripley's Believe It or Not Museum. That was pretty cool. We also went out to eat a couple times and he got to spend some quality time with me and Colin. I take every second I can get with that man!
After he left, we went to some great antique shops, played in the water, and I even managed to read a novel and a half! (Haven't been able to do that since high school) It was pretty relaxing. Colin and I got to spend alot of time just playing. This is rare at home, because I am usually working on the computer or trying to keep up with the house chores. By the end of the week, he was pretty attached to me. Josh claims I brought home a momma's boy:) I am so thankful to have that little guy.

Thanks to Gage, colin is learning how to stand up himself now. Everyday I find him in his crib (usually on his knees) looking above the rail for mommy to come get him. He will be walking before I know it! He is over 8 months now and growing fast. His bottom tooth is all the way out and he is now working on his top two front teeth. He looks so cute with his mouth full of white! I am very blessed to have such a great family. I am sad that this vacation is over, but it's time to get back to work. I will miss seeing my extended family and waking up to that beautiful lake though!

Where'd the time go?

2008-06-09T13:18:00.000-07:00

This past week has been really busy for me. It was my last week of work which made it bitter-sweet. I will truly miss the girls I worked with, but my heart is just not in it anymore...its at home...with my little munchkin!!

Colin has spent the week practicing his crawling. He is getting pretty fast! He is still not flying though, and I don't blame him-we have wood floors in the majority of the house. He is still being stubborn about food. He has went back to the stage where he wont eat baby food. But, I think its permanent. He will eat any table food you give him. And after having adult food, who would want baby food?? He has tried fries, jello, bread, yogurt, and turkey. He is loving it all!!

Colin is such a good baby. Sure he gets fussy, but I am truly blessed. He is pretty independent and I must say, that came on rather quickly. He doesn't want mommy to help him eat, he doesn't want to be in a playpen, and he's not as fond of that jumperoo that he used to love so dearly. He figures there are many new things around him now that he is mobile, that are more fun! This week is going to be crazy. I have to work for my mom, get the house clean, pack for vacation, and get everything else lined out. But it will be worth it come Saturday when we are off to Table Rock!! I am excited about the trip for the relaxation part, but mostly because this is a family trip. We haven't had a vacation since Grandpa and Grandma Gates went with us to Beaver Lake. This will be me and Josh's first family trip and I love every spare minute I get to spend with him as well. Now that we have Colin, it makes it all the more special. Life is short, and I plan on enjoying every second with my family. I think Colin and his second cousin Gage will have a blast. They are only 2 months apart and I cant wait for them to meet!! I am so excited I can't even begin to explain. We plan on going to the casino, some museums, and spending some time in the sun...I'll post pics next week.

We had a scare this week when Colin fell off the bed..but he was ok...and guess what...his first tooth popped thru that very same day!! I keep joking that the landing popped that little thing right through the gums, but daddy doesn't find it amusing. I'll have to get some pictures of it later.
I went through my phone today and found some old pics that I had to post..they are too cute-so I'll end this blog with them. AHHHH!!! He love his puppies!!Table rock...here we come!!!!

Family times

2008-06-01T17:30:00.000-07:00

This week has been long, but good for the most part. Josh was still sick at the start of the week, but thanks to some meds from my mom...he has kicked the "sick." I still had to post a sicky picture of him though, becuase my man is handsome no matter what!

The family was here for memorial day, and I thought I would put a picture up, of all of us at grandma and grandpa's grave. Colin got to meet aunts and uncles for the first time! I miss grandpa and grandma dearly, and I want Colin to know how special they were when he gets older. Since colin and grandma share October 13th, we will go every year on his birthday to put a rose on the grave. I know grandma would of loved colin, and I know she has something to do with him being here:)
Colin is still working on his crawling techniques...and it seems like they need to invent a baby helmet for the times he lunges forward into the coffee table!!! :)

Other highlights of the week: Colin and I went to grandmas and he ate popsicles and played outside in the WINDY kansas weather. (As you can see from grandmas hair in the pictures!!)

By the end of the day...colin was pretty worn out...but we had fun!

I got my hair chopped off, dyed red, blonde, and who knows what other colors...but it was time for a change. Colin has spent too much time thinking up different ways to torture me and rip strands of hair out piece by piece :P Colin didn't seem to mind the new dew, so neither did I. Colin is still flying around in his walker, but instead of "walking" this boy RUNS!!!! He must get that from daddy..because we all know how much mommy hates to run!!! He is also eating a great deal. The only time my son is not squealing anymore, is when he has his mouth full...uhhh...maybe a trait from daddy?!!! Alright, I confess, this is probably from me too.....

This thursday is my last day at work, and after that I will be working part time for my mom. I am somewhat sad, yet relieved. I could never get back time spent away from colin, and the time I will have with him is precious. My heart never knew how much I could truly love, until I looked into my sons eyes for the first time...

Vacation is coming up and I had to get the dreaded swimsuit....what a challenge! However, I am down 5 pounds now, since starting weight watchers...so it must be working! I will end this with some pictures of the "running" colin in his walker and some messy food shots...

Tested

2008-05-24T17:17:00.000-07:00

This week has definitely tested me. Josh came up sick on Wednesday. He has had a 102 fever ever since and a sore throat. However, he refuses to go to the doctor (typical man) and now is putting me and Colin in jeopardy of getting sick. Since he may be contagious, I have had to do everything myself. I now have a greater appreciation for single parents out there!! I was in tears by the end of today. To top it off, I think Colin is teething, and has been crying nonstop the past 2 days. Family is in town too, so I have had my hands full with cleaning, Colin, and a sick fiance. I am beyond overwhelmed. Right about now, I would love to dig a hole and hide for a couple hours:)

On the bright side, colin can always make mommy smile, and I enjoy every minute with him. He is still "rockin" and my guess is he will be crawling real soon. He is also improving a great deal at the balancing act of sitting up!! He changes every day. I dont want to blink or I'll miss something!
We went to Grandpa's house this week and took a walk-one of colins favorite past times!

Colin loves to ride in the stroller and its a great way for mommy to burn calories. I still have 17 Pd's to lose to get back to my pre-baby days! Weight watchers has become a new part of my life and it is demanding, but I am trying to stick with it.

Other highlights of this week: Colin got to stay with Grandma R. thursday and friday, since mommy had to work. I'm sure he had a great time...as Grandma R. is the best at spoiling my lil guy!! He loves her though, and his eyes light up when she comes into a room. He knows grandma has cookies!!! Also, Colin experienced his first tornado warning!!!! Friday night, the sirens alarmed as there was a touch down by south hutch. Colin was in the basement playing during the storm...what a boy......

As for his eating, I have seen tremendous improvement. Colin is now eating cereal up to three times a day, as well as sweet potatoes, popsicles, teething cookies, and crackers. This week he has changed his eating habits completely. He cant get enough. He opens his mouth for food and even takes some off of a spoon!!! It may sound like a little accomplishment, but I couldn't be more proud. My little guy is growing up...

All about the little man in my life

2008-05-19T08:28:00.000-07:00

Let me start off by giving some stats on Colin. He currently weighs 18.5 pds, is a little over 7 months old, and is above the 75% range for height. (cant remember exact number..will add later)

Two days ago, colin started the crawling motion! I have never been so proud. I put him down on the floor and a couple minutes later, Josh told me to look at him. He was on his hands and knees rocking back and forth and !POW! he lunged forward!!!! I could tell by his face, he was pretty proud too:)

Colin started eating solids early (around 4-5 months) with doctors input, because he was never full. He did great for a couple months. However, he quit taking any solids around 6 months old, and we have been struggling since. He refuses to open his mouth the second he sees that spoon!
We have resorted back to plain oatmeal, but are still struggling.

Here's the thing; Colin will eat what he wants. My dad (Grandpa Gates) was eating a potato wedge/chip from T.G.I. fridays and colin decided to taste the yummy cheesy/bacon oval crisp. He put it up to his mouth and sucked on it for some time. Then, he decided to break a pretty big piece off in his mouth!!! Me panicking, grabbed him out of his seat and prepared to give him the heimlich!!! But my little guy swallowed that hard piece of chip and grinned for the whole family to see how big of a boy he was!!! I was in shock. Since then, colin has been grabbing for every table food he can see. His favorites are Grandpa's popsicles and little pieces of bread. I guess I'm doomed..I've got a picky eater on my hands!!

Starting to blog

2008-05-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

So this blog was inspired by my cousin Johnna's blog. After reading her blog each week, I felt that I knew so much more than before about her family. I am awful about tracking Colin's progress and I figured this would be a great way to keep myself motivated. (I havent even started a baby book!!!)